In my 80s

August 30, 2020

My blog totters drunkenly, off to one gutter filled with COVID, or to the other gutter in political mayhem. Tottering to one side then the other.

I can’t keep track of who is fighting whom? Whites versus Blacks? Or is it Blacks versus Whites? People who think Black Lives Matter against those who think everybody matters? Trump supporters rushing against Biden supporters? Democrats at war against Republicans or is it leftist Democrats against centrist Democrats? Police against Blacks or is it the populace against the police? Store owners against the looters? Drop-outs against college grads? South against the North?

Qanon has me really puzzled. And Boogaloo. Are they fighting USA or just fighting each other.

I have no idea where to get a score card nor how to mark the card.

In my 80s

August 29, 2020

A mean world? 

If it’s a mean world out there —
selfish and petty,
manipulative and violent 

If it’s a mean world out there  
bigoted and prejudiced
fanatical and conniving

If it’s a mean world out there —
with norms eviscerated
and values crushed

If it’s a mean world out there —
truth disgraced by lies,
brutality and mayhem

If it’s a mean world out there —
the times apocalyptic …

… come then, you and I,
    let us break bread together.

In my 80s

August 27, 2020

“Laura — the strongest storm ever to hit the United States!” I heard that statement a few minutes ago and saw photos of trees twenty miles inside Louisiana bowing to the wind.

Kinda wish I could pull up a chair to a farmers’ table this evening to hear enlarged tales of storms 80 years ago that were much, much worse than this one. I mean a lot worse.

Too bad I can’t top any of their stories. My big-storm stories are rather small.

— When I was six or seven, maybe eight, a fierce wind from the northwest, possibly from Erisman’s Church, knocked over our toilet. I mean the shack was gone. It was the only privy we had!

— When I was ten or eleven, maybe twelve, I was home alone on the farm when a huge, loud lightning and thunder storm came right over our farm. I had to scurry to get into the house. Oh no, surely the door of the little chicks’ house was open! It housed the 500 or so until they were big enough to put into the range houses. The door’s being open could mean the end to all of the chicks. Should I or should I not run out under the lightning to close the door? I said a Dear God prayer and whipped out of the house, out between the corn barn and the long shed, wiggled through the pasture fence and ran like a scared devil to the chicks. Ah, inside all were safe. I closed the door and ran back to the house, shaking and thoroughly shaken. When an hour later my dad came home he headed straight to the chick shack — I watched him through a window. He then came into the house. “Daniel, did you close the chicken house door?” I tell you, and I am not exaggerating, I answered in the most nonchalant way that could be concocted. “Yea,” and pretended to get back to kitchen work.

— When I was twenty six, a first-year prof at Goshen College in Indiana, I had no reason to think that the huge black sky to the southwest of town was whipping up a tornado. Then when I heard the terrifying roar, we went to the basement — quite too late because the tornado jumped when it reached the Elkhart River, flew over Goshen, then landed east of Goshen, killing forty-some people. Mennonite Weekly Review asked me to write a news account of a huge high-school gym funeral for a number of victims.

I’d have nothing more to tell the farmers, all of whom could top my true stories.

In my 80s

August 26, 2020

Honestly, I don’t think that I am irresponsible in not watching the political conventions. Why do I opt for working a crossword puzzle or reading an Isaac Bashevis Singer short story or going for a walk?

  1. The hoopla annoys me; it does not inform.
  2. The self aggrandizement reveals showmanship, not leadership.
  3. Hyperbole oozes.
  4. Stacking the cards has long been known as a propaganda device.
  5. For reasons I know not, falsification is permitted.

I much prefer reading a report from a reputable journalist who has taken time to think things through, and then has enough regard for his or her readers to be measured and thoughtful in interpreting the nature and consequences of a political agenda. One of my favorite sources is Atlantic magazine, but it isn’t the only one.

In my 80s

August 25, 2020

Ten or so days ago I came across this quotation in New Yorker magazine:

 “Following seventy years of intensive excavations in the Land of Israel, archeologists have found out: The patriarchs’ acts are legendary, the Israelites did not sojourn in Egypt or make an exodus, they did not conquer the land. Neither is there any mention of the empire of David and Solomon, nor of the source of belief in the God of Israel. These facts have been known for years, but Israelis are a stubborn people, and no one wants to hear it.”  (“Letter from Israel: In Search of King David’s Lost Empire,” New Yorker, (June 29, 2020)

This paragraph contains two sentences. It is the second sentence that stirs me to respond. According to the writer, Israel Finkelstein, an eminent Biblical archeologist, “Israelis are a stubborn people” because they continue to dismiss what would undermine their faith and their remarkable history. “No one wants to hear it.”

Finkelstein has likely offended many people of faith throughout his career. At a conference in San Francisco, an audience member beseeched him, “Why are you saying these things.”

I do not find it difficult to sympathize with this “stubborn people.” Similarly I can empathize with the distressed listener in San Francisco. Take away from a person his or her understandings of life and destiny, take away the history of faith, take away the structures of meaning — you’ve taken away a lot. 

Nonetheless with no intention of offending anyone on either side of the issues mentioned above I want to comment about the conclusion of archeologists and related inquirers into prehistory: no evidence can be found of what believers think occurred in sacred history.

Communication throughout prehistory was oral, person to person. During that very long period of time, far far longer than the length of history, there weren’t television stations, no radio networks, no newspapers or magazines. People didn’t write letters. Children didn’t memorize an alphabet and so, of course there weren’t spelling bees.

It is very difficult for us today to imagine how one event — let us say that the event was most unusual — changed in character and significance as the oral message was sent person to person for year after year, possibly even moving to neighboring tribes, and told from generation to generation. While the original event may have been fixed in its properties, the accounts modified what people “knew” about the original event.

I read much of the Bible, especially the Old Testament, as texts written long after the material in the texts was formed and shaped and reshaped by seers and prophets, effective story tellers and regarded community elders.

The same is true of much of what we know of Jesus’ life. For days and weeks and months and years after Jesus’ crucifixion, memories or in a few cases first-person reports were not only seasoned in the retelling but probably, as is the dynamic nature of orality, changed. I am not surprised that by the time of the bishops’ meeting in Rome in the third century, there were scores of “gospels.” The bishops sanctified four of them.

To this day we give “testimony” of our journeys through life. What distinguishes these contemporary accounts? Our words are no longer limited by orality, but issue from us pre-shaped and probably post-shaped by a myriad of non-oral sources.

In my 80s

August 22, 2020

It is Saturday evening. A provocative yet silent sky. A quite den.

In the tome that records the life of homo sapiens, what might be written about the week ending today?

  • Covid pandemic has now claimed 800,000 lives.
  • Fires in California have torched nearly one million acres, a larger area than Rhode Island.
  • Tropical storm Marco and Tropical storm Laura are headed to the Florida mainland.
  • An enormous explosion in Beirut, Lebanon claimed the lives of many Syrian refugees.
  • Many Belarus citizens are protesting the recent election of Alexander Lukashenko.
  • The 59 refugee camps  recognized by the UNRWA host 1.5 million refugees in Jordan, Lebanon, Syria, the West Bank and the Gaza Strip.

I have not been able to get statistics on the number of people on earth today who reached the highest fulfilment of their lives,

nor the number of people who bestowed grace on their neighbors.

In my 80s

August 19,2020

No, it’s not that I have nothing better to do. Yes, it’s because I am often stopped by a design. Not necessarily a design of color. More often a design of shapes. Here are recent ones.

Annie painted her school notebook cover.

I poured detergent into the toilet bowl.

Sycamore bark

Pleasant Run

A path border

In the garage

Surely more designs will show up tomorrow.

In my 80s

August 18, 2020

Retired and in the house, I’ve volunteered to do more of the meal prep. Then comes the virus that prompts even more sharing of responsibilities.

Thanks to a tip from daughter Lali, I am now experimenting with the Buddha Bowl for our main meal. My version of the Bowl — I place a number of foods into little bowls. Each of us separately can prepare our own bowl by selecting from the items prepared. This plan anticipates our contrasting preferences, appetites and even my mouth retainer.

Here is what I set out today:

— a bowl of mixed garden greens

— a fresh tomato, sliced

— about a pint of newly cooked green beans

— three hard-boiled eggs sliced

— a half cup of shredded cheese

— a cup of chopped sweet onion

— a half cup of chopped celery

— a half cup of chopped cucumber

— a bowl of corn chips

— cup of yogart

— a dressing: oil, vinegar, and ketchup

Tomorrow, I should use the hamburger.